Friday, July 15, 2005
oh wells.todae was chinese listening comprehension.BLEAHH.nvm.i noe i haf one wrong.arhh.who cares.its OVER.lala.was trying to find a song lyrics that describe my mood now, and all i can say is that i cant seem to find any.haiz.
just talked to jing the NUT on the fone and she was telling me how dense guys can get.i totally agree wif her lah!i mean guys are so freaky dense that they simply dun get wad we are trying to say.as quoted from jing's blog, "his density is really amazing i wonder if he can float at all."HAHA.i like totally AGREE lah.LOL.
anw, the show on tv is talking about that guy who committed sucide because of problems in his relationship wif his FIRST love.my goodness.i dun understand how anyone can realli reach the stage where things get so bad and life no longer seems appealing and then poof.u died.i dun think i will ever understand.maybe its realli xiang bu kai.nvm.its like such a pity.haiz.what's wrong wif the world anyway? its either suicide or chopping sumone up or terror bombing case.tsk.i think the world has simply uped and gone crazy.-shakes head violently-forget it.i dun think i will understand the mindset of these people.seriously i wonder how wld one person feel when committing suicide.im CURIOUS.LOL.
does ur life flash before ur eyes?
do u feel the impact?fine.im abit mad too.LOL.
actually im like a bit pissed that things arent settled the way i thot it wld la.but i guess i can nv take for granted that everyone wld give into me.LOL.let me correct my mistake.maybe im just sick and tired of how im always listening to others talk about their problems.its like being aunt agony or sumthing.LOL.nvm.i just gona say this once and for all.
u told me TOO MUCH about her personality and characteristics.given the fact that im already hold myself in rather low esteem.i dun wana compete wif the ghost of ur memories of her.thanks but no thanks.she is everything that i can never be.im who i am.i cant fit myself into that mould of sumone sweet and kind-hearted.life is GREAT.i haf been fully booked for the next two days.LOL.and i guess i hafta return sueann a treat of ice-cream since she treated me on her bdae on monday.HEE.im SOOOO happy.tmr can collect the HARRY POTTER NEW BOOK.woohoo.HEHE.im OVERJOYED.lol.me, hoho, and jiaqi haf decided to get yew sumthing for her hse-warming.heyy.grace, arent u just excited?!haha.and i hafta go concert wif jing the NUT tmr nite agn.LOL.she's treating me to swensens.woohoo.anyway i realised im taking a superbly long time to post a single blog entry so i better stop her then.update another day.
my mum din get me my COFFEE BEAN TIRAMISU CAKE.im SAD.haha.yiyuan, im utterly heart-broken.LOL.
`dustarebeingstirredintoawhirlwind.
::zhixinLOVESyou.
